How did you find the lifestyle?

I’ve always had submissive fantasies. At a very early age I fell down the internet porn rabbit hole/pipeline of femdom, cuckolding, chastity, forced bi, interracial, BNWO, forced feminization and trans porn. Been pretty much obsessed with the lifestyle ever since, but somewhere along the way married a monogamous vanilla Christian girl so I’m stuck living vicariously through alter egos online.